Poems and update

Okay I was thinking of this new year, and I have made some goals. Of course I have temporal ones like: stop biting nails, eating healthy, and exercising, but the ones that matter most are the mental and spiritual ones. I have decided that my thoughts need to be better, and I need to focus on the positive clean things rather than the negative unclean. And I am not going to be afraid of what others think, or even say about me. I am going to let my light shine forth. And I am not going to be scared to change and become better. my eternal progression depends on this. I am SO grateful I have so much good in my friends and family and also in my community. Happy New Year!!! hope I can see you all in the courts on high and I hope we all make the right decisions so we can be happy and smile together with our father in heaven him and also Christ and all the prophets and just think meeting Alma and all the prophets as well! Our faith, love, and endurance will get us their.

butterfly kisses and little lily hugs

                                                           daffodil's and daisy's give out all their loves

the flowers in the meadow with sunshine everywhere

say that they are happy when you visit there.

the sky sees you 
and knows who you are

lovers fly high in the sky

she knows your thoughts

your wants and your regrets

so does he

and they know who you ll be

the questions that we ask

are not simple at all

who is God?

and where will I fall?

will you go to heaven

or go down down down?

will you be a goddess

or the other way around?

the sky sees you

and knows who you are

they can number your tears

and can tell every smile

they know you

better than you do.

The world is not pleasant, 
nor peaceful,

but teaseful,

it's hard and unruly,

oh so very cruelly,

why is man not so calm?

why not learn from his mom?

for I am sure her lessons were well,

but he fought

as the good spirit taught,

and the wrong one worked,

even so as he jerked,

he could not learn from the right,

so he did very wrong,

and his mother died from her boy,

oh so strong.

My heart is not big enough:

My heart is big enough to hold you tight,

to act as a blanket through the night,

but sometimes it does not cover your toes,

or maybe it still might miss your nose,

it can protect you from most of the chill,

but may need some help from others still,

you cannot live from my heart alone,

but need yours and others as I have shown.

Being happy takes talent, 

being happy is a skill,

being happy is the way I am

and you cant change it still.

I love the way I walk and talk,

the way I sing and dance,

the way you look at me

when you know you ain't got a chance.

Why life and death are so serious,

only I would know the best.

Either I've got so much pride,

or I just want my life to glide.

My confidence is contagious,

or you wish 'cause its outrageous.

You can watch and grin

while I sit and spin.

I know what I'm doing

and you're not all worth shooing.

So just watch me roll

and then pay the toll.

Careful I might break your heart.

Although its not worth breaking.

there is a nice variety in my cart,

and its all mine for the taking.

Kisses aren't offered much,

unless you have the perfect touch.

Don't mess around with my luck,

cause you'll soon find out that you're stuck.

Love or hate you may say,

but I can tell either way.

Is it you who knows the path?

Or is it not me who really knows the math?

Skill and and talents what you'll find.

Well at least you know I made it rhyme.

 ~Perdy perfect me.

We have hands to hold on tight

two ears, but not to hear our loved ones fight

eyes to see the ones we need

lips to kiss the ones we miss

arms to hold on to our friends

legs to run when darkness never ends

spines to fight in times of need

mouths to speak when no one can

brains to think so we sound smart

hearts to share let no one part.

I see but cannot hear

yet the movement yells for me

It's enchantment spears my soul

And yet I feel my love yearn for it

Said I could be happy

Why tis lost in my heart?

Said it would not hurt

but the pain still lingers

The music lures me in

though the sound is not there

The voice is gone from mine ear

yet I know t'wood not waver

I feel the love of knowledge

I wish t'were not there

Where hast the sound gone?

Lost in the never ending waters.

A child cries,

a mother dies.

And life goes on.

The children sing,

the bells will ring.

Yes life goes on.

a young boy lies,

 a life of strife,

But life goes on.

A girl will cheat,

children beat.

Will life go on?

A newborn dies,

a world of lies.

Does life go on?

A book is read,

and shoes are tread.

Life does go on.

Omniscience:


Everything has a purpose
and God knows it, true.
Although things feel hard,
we must endure it through.
Our trials we must fight,
for all things through Christ,
yes we must have that immortal might.
We CAN win our battle
with love from him, oh yes Jesus,
before the great and holy spirit leaves us.
Evil we can conquer,
but only through him,
who saved us from that eternal sin.

sometimes friends disappear, and you wonder where they are, and then when you ask there is no reply, to you life just stops and you wonder what went wrong, where they went, and why.

They are not just sitting by the phone waiting for your call as you do, you're wishing someone will take that time, like someone cares, I sit here doing nothing as I hear the wind whistle, and I wipe a tear and also a drop of sweat from my face because it is hot, but I cant seem to leave this place. Thinking about those fun times we used to have, but all at once its gone, I laugh then I cry, and all I seem to want to do is die.

again the tears roll, and I feel that sensation where I want to give up, but also try. I still love you, but now your gone, I care, but there is no one to tell how I feel, and somehow I can stand up again and fight my war, my battle for freedom from the thought, even though there is no place to go to be free from it I still try and my life goes on.